Tag: pain
member name: Christina A.
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August 04, 2007 08:43 PM EDT --
I miss the way we talked.
I miss the way we walked.
I miss the many dreams,
it was never all that it seems.
I miss your strength,
I miss your warmth,
I miss your love.
Where did it go and why did . . .
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July 13, 2007 09:11 AM EDT --
We have been ordered by the court to go to a co-parenting class. We're getting divorced and I guess it's a mandatory thing, even though we are good parents and there isn't a custody issue. . . .
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July 13, 2007 10:16 AM EDT --
I have been depressed in my past. I've suffered through self esteem issues and I've had some problems in the past. I've learned to deal with them. I've learned to recongnize . . .
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August 28, 2007 09:22 PM EDT --
The moon is full tonight. It's an odd shade of orange. I watched it as I was driving home from a visit with my parents. The kids were in the back of the van fighting. It didn't . . .
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July 19, 2007 05:28 PM EDT --
I sit here with a glass of wine and look at you. I watch you sleep now. You look peaceful, yet I know you’re not. I watch your chest rise and fall with each labored breath. . . .
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June 30, 2007 11:06 PM EDT --
I'm finished with counting down. The closer it gets the sicker I feel. I told you in my last post that I was thinking about love. I was in love with my husband and the more . . .
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July 01, 2007 09:55 AM EDT --
Okay, so I'm gonna count again. Only because it's easy. 24 hours to go. I'm here, still in the quiet waiting for the kids to get home. My husband will be here all day. . . .
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June 28, 2007 11:24 PM EDT --
It’s 9:30 on Thursday night and three of my four children are wound down. The other is with his father for an overnight camping trip. I'm thinking about my past and my future and . . .
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July 01, 2007 01:13 PM EDT --
I get my answers every day in tiny little clues. The title of my articles is "The Final Act??". It's a question because, for one, I'm not sure it will be over tomorrow and . . .
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June 29, 2007 06:53 AM EDT --
On February 26th, the day after my husbands 40th birthday, I told him I needed time and space from him. I said, "Something is not right with us. I need some time to think things through." . . .
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June 29, 2007 11:25 PM EDT --
58 1/2 hours to go. Things got a little tense around here tonight. I think the pressure is building in both of us now. Things were said again that shouldn't have been said. . . .
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June 30, 2007 12:36 AM EDT --
I've been sitting here wandering around gather, reading articles. Sending e-mails. Contemplating my life. My new life. Wondering how it'll be different from my old. . . .
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July 07, 2007 09:50 PM EDT --
It's been a busy week. My last entry in the Final Act was a little on the bleak side. I have a lot to tell you all since then. Actually it started that day, last Sunday. I decided . . .
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July 13, 2007 08:51 AM EDT --
Yes, you don't see the question marks. I will be divorced in probably 3 weeks. I have to go through with it for many reasons. Quite frankly, I'm sick of talking about it. . . .
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